SIgh. Bad start to the year. Pissed off by many things and disappointed again again and yet again. The more i wan something, the further away it goes. I shouldnt have tried to get it in the first place. Temptation temptation temptations. . Maybe the solution is just to cut yourself away from the source and nt be tempted. But to see the thing suffering and not do anything, could u bear to do it? That where the problem lies. Wont continue further or the whole of this post would eb depressive in nature and i dont like sharing things to people who are not close to me yet viewing my blog(omG! imagine jason reading it). Ask me if u want to know and i might tell u if i'm in a good mood ~


Recently the school has like a new "theme" of the year. Its called "Listen to your heart" Sounds familiar?Its a song name and they used that song to tell us to listen to your heart and do the right thing. i was like WTF?! isnt that a freaking love song? Worst thing is they play it every morning before the freaking assembly. Here's the lyrics

I know there’s something in the wake of your smile.I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.You’ve built a love but that love falls apart.Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.Listen to your heartWhen he’s calling for you.Listen to your heartThere’s nothing else you can do.I don’t know where you’re goingAnd I don’t know why,But listen to your heartBefore you tell him goodbye.Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.They’re swept away and nothing is what is seems,The feeling of belonging to your dreams.And there are voicesThat want to be heard.So much to mentionBut you can’t find the words.The scent of magic,The beauty that’s beenWhen love was wilder than the wind.

Ya wadever i'm too lazy to seperate the text. but which freaking part tells us to listen to our heart and do the right thing?!