The great depression,i didnt expected myself to do this badly. I cried out the moment i lied on my bed, its tough trying to put on a fake mask for the whole day. I havent felt like this for a long time, the bitter taste of failure and losing is just too strong.

Concidentally, mr x screwed up too. I think i'll just stare into blank space in my bedroom for today. What a nice day to spend a saturday.