I went out today with a heavy heart because obviously i havent got over something and it would be so much sucky and boring if i stay at home. Reached aaron home and watched him play WoW while waitnig for lk and hy to arrive, played super smash bro later which hy raped us as usual and lk using the ever irriating pikachu*shrugs* Aaron kind dad later treated us to zhe cha for lunch which is like nt bad food!

Andrew somehow manage to make it so we met up at yishun safra to play pool. Won aaron once, lost to hy, won and lost to andrew one time each. All were close games except the one which i lost to andrew by 4 balls. Surprisely, i didnt have the mood today to play pool, i was just practically stoning and thinking in the chair when i'm not playing. It gotten so bad that i just wanted to end the game losing asap when i was playing with andrew the first time, its not a excuse for getting raped by him ok! Pooling with a heavy heart isnt fun at all.He played better so he won tats all. We went to swensen later to have dinner where aaron treat us to ice cream(thanks aaron :D), felt pretty much better during the dinner.

Pretty much one of the few very emo days where i put on a fake smile, talk for the sake of pretending to be ok but deep inside i just want to be alone, lying down and think think think. Omg shit i feel like slapping myself for being emo. Dont worry! I'll be back to normal(i hope) on monday~ Fuck it im strong!

Someone's(u know who u r!:X) POV : " If you believe something will happen, it will."
I replied: "It doesnt work that way. The more you want something, the more it does not appear"
The reply: "Youre realistic yet sometimes being too realstic can tarnish away your happiness away"

I still stuck without a answer. Oh well time to sleep,i'll be joining andrew tmr again for a "studying" session at bishan lib at 11. !@%@#!@ bloody skunk make the timing so early!