Sorry for the lack of updates :P. Lazy to get my ass up to blog. Decided to update today since WoW is down and no one is dotaing --". Went out with lk,aaron,hy today to bowl. Rofl i was late as usual and the meeting time was 2.30 and we reach at like 3.30?Poor Hy had to wait 1 hour for the late kings to arrive :P. i'm never early yo! Went to SAFRA club to bowl but its fully occupied . Pool area was fully occupied too. Hy suggested to go to orchid country club and we took taxi and went. Was full and we just sit down and wait awhile. I was like WOW! Singapore kids can really bowl damn freaking good. Some small girl i think ard 7-8 years old can bowl better than me or :P. Not to mention theres a chiobu who can like turn the whole ball to the mid suddenly and BAM STRIKE! She's ard the same age i thinK!. Bowled 3 games. First game i was like a stupid idiot -_-. Almost all my ball went to the drain rofl and i think my final score was like 50+? Hy was like GET ABOVE 50 AND I TREAT YOU. Apparently he's just kidding =(. 2nd game i changed my style and i got 80+ wahaha. 2 spare i think. Final game was ownage =D Finally reached the 100s , got 120+! 2 strikes and 1 spare. Ky fightinG!~

Life is sucky now. Maybe its time to admit i'm not fated and everything i do is rubbish. Oh well shit happens and sometimes things just dont go ur way. Now i dont even know how to carry my plans, maybe i'll just avoid it like what i'm doing now. Its been in my drawer for 2 months and maybe longer doesnt matters. I dont want to interferee into other's life when they have someone else. Jealousy kills the cat i guess rofl. oh well its time to fade out from the scene again.Its painful to just check my msn messenger . Not to mention my school life SUCKS too. Heck i need to go to school tomorrow for some retarded PHYSICS remedial and A math lesson. I dont really mind A math lesson but Physics.. Its just a retarded subject plz. Its 9-12 somemore. Kill me pls. Damn those PRC scholars for getting so fking high to pull up the avg. 9-12. and 1-2.30+? My entire whole day is WASTED in school and i need to go to chalet the next day which means another day is gone. My parents would be back by fri? Damn i dont have much time to play -_-. Time to turn in now. Have to wake up early for the retarded lesson. Why must they make it complusory? Arrgghh. Damn

Here's a song that i have been listening to often during this few days. Rofl really helps to add in the depression.

Bon Jovi - Always

This romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up

It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up

I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be Well,
I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always

Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand I've made mistakes, I'm just a man

When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time

Yeah, I will love you baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always

If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you

Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines

And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always