The hate mail send me thinking quite awhile in school today. i cant stop laughing in my mind on how that person says im desperately finding a gf lolol. Does my post really tells u that?T_T. My friendster list friends hasnt be increasing since 342521652 years ago. At least im not some attention seeking despo who go around adding their friends. Cry more pls firefly. U make me laugh so hard. I dont come to girls, girls coem to me kk?


ps: joking abt the last sentence ;P

Hate mails!

I seem to be losing interest in everything lately. Procrasinated doing all my work, slacking around and doing nothing to pass time. 1.5 months more to my prelims.. Any advises?Today was a bad and unlucky day. From the past experience, Everything im eager to look forward to would always be a failure. Oh well,i cant be bothered.

Was opening my own blog template to check something and wow! i found my first fan hate mail that is linked to the girls are getting stupid nowadays.

So like Firefly says..
If girls are so dumb, i suggest you stay single for the rest of your life. and your entry is such a bad fallacy (if you even know what it means). stop making such generalisations about the girls in singapore because you do not have the right to put us down. a lot of us think more maturely than you do and a lot of us are cleverer than you are. stop saying how dumb we are when you are desperately trying to get a girlfriend.

Hi firefly, I didnt include in my entry that all girls are dumb and obviously i wouldnt find a girl that wouldnt be so dumb like i mentioned in the entry. So i dont find any reason to take ur stupid suggestion. Sex> all kk? Yea i dont know the word fallacy or wadever.I failed my english 3/4 of my sec 3 year. But hey i know some english words that even u dont know. Sorry but my generalisation is GENERALLY true. I only said some of the girls. I didnt say ALL SINGAPORE GIRLS ARE GETTING STUPID. Weird that my friends who read my blog told me my entry is quite true. And everyone has free rights ya? Im just blogging out my thoughts. Its not like its against the law and or and?Yea alot of girls are smarter and think more maturely than me. But i dont think my intelligence is lower or even comparable to a girl whu talk llik ti.s.. aL Te TimE.. Sometimes i wonder if u read my entry carefully. I was aiming at those girls who talk in a act cute language. I dont think it bothers u since u speak good english oh wait. Theres no such thing as cleverer! Oh no! Did u use a act cute language to proper english language transalator ?I dont remember babel fish having that! Face it dumb girl/boy, Would u go and sue and scold straits time too? They recently wrote a article that teenagers are getting more open and havnig more sex bla bla. Oh wait its degrading to u too? But face it dummy. It might not be everyone but its the truth in general. lolololol finding a girlfriend. so liek u wanna be my girlfriend and stuff?

A Corn for thought

Heres a meaningful quote from one of my ex gm(hi ky07!) blog.

A student asks a teacher, "What is Love?" The teacher said, "In order to answer your question, go to the corn field, choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is: You can go through them only once and not turn back to pick." (Once you miss it, you cannot go back to it)The student headed for the field, and went through the first row. He saw one big corn, but he wondered.. may be there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one.. but wondered if there may be an even bigger one waiting for him.Afterwards, when he had completed more than half of the corn field, he started to realize that the corn growing around the area were not as big as the previous one he saw. He knew he missed the biggest one, and he regretted it. So, he went back to his teacher empty handed.The teacher told him, "This is Love.. you keep looking for a better one, but you only realize it when you have already missed the person..""What is Marriage then?" the student asked.The teacher said, "In order to answer your question, go back to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick. "The student went back to the corn field, and this time he was careful not to repeat the previous mistake. When he reached the middle of the field, he picked a corn that he felt satisfied with, and came back to the teacher.The teacher told him, "When picking the corn this time.. you looked for one that is just nice, that you had faith in and are satisfied with.... this is Marriage."

so how many of us actually manage to pick the satisfactory corn that happened to be the biggest at the same time?
and you wonder too, if the boy was still thinking of the biggest corn that he first saw when he came back with the second corn to his teacher.

When u come to look at it , it all sounds true dont it? Those 2 sentence above were written by him. What makes me ponder most is perhaps the second sentence.. Food for thought eh?

Lots of thing in mind to blog out but i'm too lazy to type it all out T_T. Patience!

Oh no, I succumbed(sp?) to the computer again. T_T. Just taking a short 15 minutes break before going back to study my chemistry. Whoa while typing this post, my mom came and shell me for just using like 15 minutes? Wow. Thanks to my fucking brother who make so much fucking noise that attracted my mom to the computer room. Oh wait i didnt know using 15 minutes A DAY is something bad/addictive. Not mentioning that i'm taking a break from studying liek a few hours. IS THAT SOMEHTING FUCKING WRONG? Oh i know u're reading my blog. But who cares? Im changing it soon anyway. Thanks for spoiling all my studying mood and my interest to post a new post. Sheesh now i have to go gather some fucking inspiration to force myself to study again THANKS TO YOU.



-Pissed

A simple messenge received meant alot to me i guess.It made my day yesterday and kept me wondering about certain matters in school today. Thought i wish it would happen everydya, i guess it's unlikely to happen. Lets hope my wish comes true after a long time

Woke up in the evening planning to start work at 7.30 pm. started using the computer and i told myself it wouldnt hurt to just use 30 more mins. Time check : 8.20. Damn i'm still procrasinating like nobody's business. It doesnt help that i'm feeling moodless after reading someone's blog post. I'm glad that at least my name's on the list, wasnt really expecting it to be there. Lets just say, Having high hopes last time really killed me now. But i didnt regret at all now that i come to look back. There's still some hope in me, but i dont know what to do with it now.

oh shit! the time is 8.30

There's 2 game players that i hate the most. One is maple and the other is dota players.Let me talk abt dota players first, i'll talk abt maple players other time =D. Its a custom game of warcraft 3 where u control 1 hero to destroy the enemy base blablabla. Game is 5 v 5(oh that reminds me of gaystrike). Well since its a 1 hero control game, it's obviously a easy game to master, what pisses me off is that people who play that game talk so much cock about themself until they make as if that dota is as hard as starcraft/warcraft. Oh wait some pople will argue, u need to deny exp! u need to get last hit! u need to memorise the item order! Wow! Thats alot of things! Oh wait, i forgot u only got 1 hero on ur screen and nothing else.Its not like u got a base in the game, ur units creeping and ur hero trying to harass bla bla.

Recently, theres this secondary/jc dota gaming competition. Obviously, i didnt take part since it was DOTA DOTA DOTA and more DOTA. Since our school has 2 people supposedly from a clan zang or wadever which they say is famous(weird i only heard of dsd,mvp,team scarlivege(sp?)). And they have a big fan club in the school who look up to them for their dota and standard(cough cough). I gave him advise to be careful of rjc/vjc since they prolly have their own gaming club and rjc has a standard gaming wc3 team. IMO, 99% of the people good in standard are surely good in dota. Our sch team got knocked out in the second match btw :X.

But then again, i really admire the dota players. They can sit down and play such a boring game controlling 1 hero and focus on just getting last hits and deny exp. Wow! I usually just alt tab,chat, alt tab back to farm my hero rofl.

But wtf. All the competition organised now are all DOTA DOTA DOTA DOTA, no more standard game? Fucking piece of shit

"My Immortal"

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave'

Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have

All of me

You used to captivate me

By your resonating light

Now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts

My once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away

All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me

I've been alone all along

[Chorus]

Song describes my mood. So here's the most suitable song i've been listening this few weeks(leeched from radioblogclub.com!) A pity that i didnt watch the full show of daredevil. Nice shows all have nice songs...

Its amazing how a simple thought can branch into many other complex thought. There's been more sucidal case reported in newspaper. Its saddening to learn that there's more young people comitting sucide. Commiting sucide is just plain stupid and dumb. Its for the coward,dumb and selfish people who want to escape the harshness of reality. And they proclaim: "Oh its my own life! i can do anything with it!" But did they know the moment they're born, their life comes with string attached. This thought branches off to another thought.

Girls nowadays are getting stupidier(is there such a word?) . Not intellectually stupid, but their behaviour are somewhat dumb. Typical scenario

Girl A 1 month boyfriend broke up with her

Girl A: HaIz... i ShO SaD... WhiE He Leabe Moi..
*Take something sharp and go cut herself to "reduce" the saddness*
*Tell others or put in msn nick*
Girl A friend: Eh dont cut la. Later u accidentally cut too deep then die.
Girl A : Die die norx.. No big deal lai de.. Whu CarEs abT moi... No one CarEs AbT Moi dex....

bla bla bla. See the stupidity? Oh like cutting and harming yourself will bring him back and make yourslf feel better. There's always this major hting i'm wondering. Why do girls only cut their wrist? Like they said, Cutting themselve would relieve them from the saddness. But i dont see any girls cutting their own boobs and or and?! And Boobs are supposedly to be a turn on object. Wouldnt that make them escape from saddness more easily?.

So here's a summary that girls nowadays are getting so dumb.
1) They believe that cutting and harming themselve would bring their guy back or to make themselve feel better
2) Even when doing a dumb action, Theey couldnt even find the best spot to harm self and choose such a fragile spot where they can just die if they're uncareful. I mean which idiot would go walk through the desert when u have a airplane to fly through?

On a side note: Sorry for spoiling my reader eyes with that horrible act cute typing, but its proven that 85%(make that 95%) of the dumb girls that cut themselves talk like that. The rest of the girl talk normally like every normal people would do and nort lik tish. I wouldnt mind seriou s case( u're a bankrupt, u owe 235236 ah loongs money and ur ass is being chased by the police) but such minor thing like first crush or 1 month bf?lolol its falls under the catergory "DUMB"

To my friend: I know u done this before. Advised u before and u still did it. Just hope u still read my blog and wake up from this dumb action of yours. Doubt i can advise u on anything since i'm nt on close terms with u anymore. Btw, this post wasnt directed at u. So dont be misunderstood

The world is advancing but the human brain is slowlying its pace. Sheesh. Someone has to step up the challenge and educate singapore dumb girls

Too much help will only worsen the situation

Of course everyone who follows my blog regularly would know who this loser called jason is. There's this newly created class forum and people signed up for it including the loser. Obviously i posted many insulting message to him and well of course he replied, with dumb answers that is to say. But dont look at me with that first T_T. I'm not the only one doing it ! There's this "popularity" thread and he's leading so far ahead! Many people share the same view as me =D. We were happily insulting each other WHEN THE CHAIRMAN CLOSED THE FUCKING THREAD. Forums are for fun and open speech , thats what i think. Yada yada yada so i agree to him to not flame anymore and well its still locked.

Actually i dont really care whether the forums dies or what, what i actually heard is that the chairman wanted to tell the form teacher about me and jason? I know the chairman has good intention blablalbla, but too much help and conern will only explode the situation. What makes people think they can settle all problem by complaining someone of high rank? He decided not to tell in the end though. Of course theres a new plan! He's trying to make jason change for the better so that the whole class would be friends with him again lolol. wow what a ambitious target. Trying to make me be friends with jason is like trying to make me love physics and trying to make jason turn for the better is like trying to make a pig become a unicorn. Its too late trying to "convert" jason, he done too much fucking atttitude and oh well almost the whole class hates him. Oh the last i heard, sy would be creating a anti jason club. HAHA.

Went to bowling today with the usual people. Was late as usual rofl t-t. Noticed 2 deaf and mute(nt sure of the spellings and actual term) girls in the bus. They were laughing happily while poking each other. I actually admire this people. People with the mental power to live on despite this disadvantages. If i were like them, i would have jump down or give up all hope on something. This scene might be common but oh well, it gave me a thought to ponder upon on the long journey.

Watched date movie yesterday too. Entertaining and funny show with lots of parody of various movies and the insulting of michal jackson(its only a little jesus juice!). The movie was freaking short though. Just 70 mins?!?! If it had been longer, i would have given it a 4/5. Ya i know i'm getting dry this days, cant think of anything else to write. WIll try to write somehting diff other day.!

Superman

I have to be a superman today. A math, E math, English, 2 math files.. All finished by tomorrow. Last minute work sucks

The outcome of a sucky teacher.

Ky - ;All i need is time.... [www.facingthereality.blogspot.com] says:
fuck man

I - Xenas - Prejudices are what fools use for reason... says:
u do maths liao

Ky - ;All i need is time.... [www.facingthereality.blogspot.com] says:
i duno how do math

Ky - ;All i need is time.... [www.facingthereality.blogspot.com] says:
LOLL

I - Xenas - Prejudices are what fools use for reason... says:
LOL

I - Xenas - Prejudices are what fools use for reason... says:
abt to ask u

I - Xenas - Prejudices are what fools use for reason... says:
how

Ky - ;All i need is time.... [www.facingthereality.blogspot.com] says:
ccb so zun

I - Xenas - Prejudices are what fools use for reason... says:
tmr we find her

Ky - ;All i need is time.... [www.facingthereality.blogspot.com] says:
COPY LORR

I - Xenas - Prejudices are what fools use for reason... says:
tell her we dunno

- Xenas - Prejudices are what fools use for reason... says:
fuck u la

Ky - ;All i need is time.... [www.facingthereality.blogspot.com] says:
lol wtfbbq

I - Xenas - Prejudices are what fools use for reason... says:
later KS KP

Ky - ;All i need is time.... [www.facingthereality.blogspot.com] says:
copy with skill

Ky - ;All i need is time.... [www.facingthereality.blogspot.com] says:
plz

Ky - ;All i need is time.... [www.facingthereality.blogspot.com] says:
learn from the master!

Ky - ;All i need is time.... [www.facingthereality.blogspot.com] says:
alot sum leh

Ky - ;All i need is time.... [www.facingthereality.blogspot.com] says:
can die

I - Xenas - Prejudices are what fools use for reason... says:
I knwo

- ;All i need is time.... [www.facingthereality.blogspot.com] says:
somemore we got tuition

- ;All i need is time.... [www.facingthereality.blogspot.com] says:
omg! malu

I - Xenas - Prejudices are what fools use for reason... says:
YA LAR

I - Xenas - Prejudices are what fools use for reason... says:
KNNBCCB

I - Xenas - Prejudices are what fools use for reason... says:
die die die

Stay tune for our sad fate...~

My com is finally back up! Dad surprisely was in a goodmood that day when i asked him and he immedatiely went to repair my com. Got a new 76gig Hdd. Weird now that my screen display seems screwed up and same goes for my WoW zz.

Old memories seep in. Its simply amazing that there's no contact for the last few weeks. I wish to keep it this way, to not have anything to distract me. The wounds the thorn pierced me is healing and i have no intention to start everything from square 1 again. Its hard being just ur friend again....


All i need is time.....

Went to the parliament House for some school excurision. . It sucks(When did sch excursion became fun~) and worst of all, i felt so fucking embarassed at how some people behaved. The bus driver missed the road that leads to our school. They made some noise and laughed which i didnt mind since i laughed too. While ythe driver was trying to find a way back, Some comments were EXCEPTIONALLY RUDE.

A group of *(*#$@#: *shouts* EH UNCLE, TURN LEFT TURN LEFT. REMEMBER AIM PROPERLY. REMEMBER AIM PROPERLY. SHOOT PROPERLY HOR NEXT TIME. GO STRAIGHTTTT(when its turn right).
Ky: *listen to aaron mp3---> closes eye and pretend they dont exist*
And some other fucking shit that i dont bother to remember. I dont find it funny. I find it fucking childish and disrecptful. Kudos to the driver for tahaning all this bullshit though. Man i cant wait to go to a jc or poly