Sunday, April 30, 2006

My heart is in great pain again -.-. Apparently my computer is spoiled again and gives off a Tee,Tee,Tee,Tee,Tee sound when i try and on it. . Thats like 2 times in 1 year already omg T_T. Im in so deep shit if my father knows.

Saturday, April 29, 2006

Plan : Study at 10am to 1pm, 3pm to 5pm.
Outcome : Woke up at 12pm. Used the computer to 4pm and counting...

Inspiration and motivation is all what i need

Friday, April 28, 2006

I always wondered what kind of job i would take in the future. Of course my goal now is to become a doctor --'. Theres many other job i would like to do though.

I guess like being a teacher is like kinda cool or wadv. you get to educate,inspire ur students and shape their future. Seeing the teacher standard becomign sucky is really so sad T_T , being bias to students(*Cough* Math *cough*), anyhow picking a fuss bla bla. Ever watch the anime GTO(great teacher onizuka)? Its abt this teacher who inspires all his students to work hard or smth. Thats like kind of nice to see ur students doing well. But then again, the pay sucks. Just 2k+/month T_T. Man i think i can get like twice being a doctor! Then again, this is one fun and interesting job~(i suppose) And andrew(He calls me champion jokingly ever since i won the wc3 compy lmao) was saying to me this morning to make a school called champion school and the school song would be "We are the champions" by queen that goes :" WEEEE AREE THE CHAMPIONS MY FRIENDS" roflmao.The perfect song for inspiration =D. I think we should really make a school next time!

My greatest dream is to become a pro gamer though. Yea its kind of a weird dream job considering its a relatively unknown job to those people who dont know nuts about games. Lets just say pro gamers are equal to pro footballers(i'll compare games and football some other day). They have their salary and they keep their earnings too i think! One of the top gamer earns like 200k USD /year just from sponsorship/salary lol. Thats like more than my doctor salary man. Money doesnt really matter that much but its always nice to appear on tv on ur games and many supporters cheering you -.- Admit it, everyone's an attention whore =D. Heres a picture of a gaming competition between 2 pro gamers in korea.

Yea not to mention theres a few million more watching on tv. kekeke! Then again, the job isnt really so pratical since the lifespan for the job is like 5-10 years. Its something i always wanted to try when im young though =DD

For now, i guess i'll just stick to my doctor/teacher route lol. Unless there happens to be a miracle :P
I got a bad feeling i screwed up my english compo T_T. *prays*

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Life is short and precious

Remember the sunday times article about the tongue cancer patient? I always wanted to visit her blog thats written on the paper, somehow i managed to remember and searched through my pile of newspaper. Browsing through the article again, saddness just filled me in i guess. It seems somehow there's a bond. Reminds me of my classmate which succumbed to cancer last year , it's just plain misery for his close friends. Browsed through her blog and my emotion just went deeper. I really admire her fighting spirit. Looking at the comments given by strangers on her blog, i cant help but think why would something like this happen to a girl like her?

Blog links : and a blog created by her friends to update the progress

Cant believe i took around 30 minutes to wrote this entry, pausing in between lines, going deep into thought, before coming out to type again. There're many more thoughts inside, only blogging out small little parts. Words just cant explain most of my thoughts.. I hope she recovers well eventually so that she'll be able to continue her life, its amazing how her faith in god kept her fighting on the cancer.

Live your life to the fullest. Go hug your parents, say i love you to your loves one, start doing things you always didnt dared to do. Reminds me of a scene in the show dead poet society. Carpe Diem. Gather ye rose buds.

Gather ye rosebuds while ye may,
Old time is still a-flying,
And this same flower that smiles today,
To-morrow will be dying.

The glorious lamp of heaven, the sun,
The higher he's a-getting,
The sooner will his race be run,
And nearer he's to setting.

That age is best which is the first,
When youth and blood are warmer;
But being spent, the worse and worst
Times still succeed the former.

Then be not coy, but use your time,
and while ye may, go marry;
For having lost just once your prime,
You may for ever tarry.

My favourite passage from the movie :

Keating: Now I'd like you to step forward over here. They're not that different from you, are they? Same haircuts. Full of hormones, just like you. Invincible, just like you feel. The world is their oyster. They believe they're destined for great things, just like many of you, their eyes are full of hope, just like you. Did they wait until it was too late to make from their lives even one iota of what they were capable? Because, you see gentlemen, these boys are now fertilizing daffodils. But if you listen real close, you can hear them whisper their legacy to you. Go on, lean in. Listen, you hear it? --- Carpe --- hear it? --- Carpe, carpe diem, seize the day boys, make your lives extraordinary.

Sunday, April 23, 2006

You know theres some column in the newspapers that has those puzzle and mind boogling quiz? Man like i heard that some book containing those puzzle are selling WELL now. I think i found a perfect industry to tap in when i grow up. You dont have to think so hard for a puzzle, you just need to hire a few teenager girl, pay them by the hour and u get a puzzle book THAT U CAN SELL FOR MILLIONS.. Its called the..


I even prepared a speech for a future award ceremony for the best selling puzzle books.

Firstly, i would like to thank my blablablbal family member for all their support. This idea originally came when i was viewing someone profile on friendster. This words.. the words of knowledge(*cough) enlightened me. .

baobeiLAOGONG !!
sobsobbs. . .
eiu sound sho sadd wors. . .
heyys. . .
we stiu haben considered brk mas
ish juz actin ferr tt looloo nias. . .
ii stiu llove eiu sho much dde
ii sho sadd eiu noe. . .
shann hu haii. . .
criiedd til bo tears liaos wors
ii mish ur evrytynq too
ur doinkdoink cheeks , ur mashimaro eyes , ur smell , ur warm hugg , ur mwamwaas , nn ahemms [summon]
ii reli mish eiu alorts. . .
eiu noe hhors tudae ii oreddi wrote a nyce nyce dde letta , buden eiu nv cum :'(
sigh. . .
mish eiu reli alorts
my oni baobei LAOGONG

"WAH LAO EH. HOW THE FUCK DO YOU READ THAT?" was my first reaction. I try deciphering it but to no avail with 245326534 of my brain cells dying in the process. Then i thought : " AH I CAN MAKE USE OF THIS TO EARN MONEY, i can just pay some stupid twit 5bucks/hr mac donald style and ask her to make a proper english version with the use of dictionary. She can easily write like so many pages in 1 hour! Thats so cost efficient!Singapore is indeed heading to a cost efficient,good quality economy!" I wonder how long normal people like us take to decipher those alien language, but then again, those twits can decipher it in like 0.3422345265 sec.
Tagboards are back uP!
This sucks. My cough have been with me for like almost a year already. Everytime its about to be cured by the western medicine, my mother would feed me with some chinese rubbish or some herbal shit that she say will "make me recover first". And of course it comes back to square 1. I'm quite scared that theres some serious illness in me or whatever. Remembering Jasper coughing for a few months and had cancer, that thought just scares the shit off me. My mom keeps telling me not to think so much and my case is "different" from others and it's just a allergy and nothing be serious. Yea coughing every 5 sec + breathing difficulties + pain in chest = nothing serious. I wonder if i really die, what would they say lol.

I give up. Its up to them to bring me to a doctor. I dont really care or give a shit anymore. If i were a working adult, i would just go to the doctor and its all settled. Instead of ur parents fucking delaying the doctor visit because they think its JUST a allergy. I hate to be dependant on people, placing my life on the action of others. When theres trouble, i would just solve it on my own instead of depending on others. There's no choice now, but to depend my life on this people

Then again, death isnt really a bad option. This past years, i've been wearing a mask, a fake mask that's about to break soon

Saturday, April 22, 2006

LOLLLLLLLLLLL CLick the play button!

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Secret admirer

My balls almost dropped off when i saw this.

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LOL HAHAHA. Now i dont even know her. Looks like i got a secret admirer! I didnt know there were so many of people with my name ard the world. T_T. Hi fellow ky!
1 bio chapter finally finished. 7~9 more chapters to go. *faint* I have no idea how i'm going to study. Clean up on soem children home tomorrow and cross country on friday. Why do they have to PUT THIS PERIOD OUF OF ALL TIME. Oh and the school decides to be smart and put sport day on friday right after the english exam , with next week full of exams. Boy do i love maris stella __.

At least theres something positive to cheer on, mao ler has burned ofr me Within temptation album =DDDDD. I know im a cheap skate haha :P. I like their lyrics and tune alot, songs that very happy people would hate too ~ Heres the lyrics of one of the best song in the album.

Within temptation - Angels

Sparkling angel
I believed
You are my savior in my time of need.
Blinded by faith
I couldn't hear
All the whispers, the warnings so clear.
I see the angels,I'll lead them to your door.
There's no escape now,
No mercy no more.
No remorse cause I still remember

The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they turn into real.
You broke a promise and made me realise.
It was all just a lie.

Sparkling angel,
I couldn't see
Your dark intentions, your feelings for me.
Fallen angel, tell me why?
What is the reason, the thorn in your eye?
I see the angels,I'll lead them to your door
There's no escape now
No mercy no more
No remorse cause I still remember

The smile when you tore me apart
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realise.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.

This world may have failed you,
It doesn't give you a reason why.
You could have chosen a different path in life.

The smile when you tore me apart.
You took my heart,
Deceived me right from the start.
You showed me dreams,
I wished they turn into real.
You broke the promise and made me realise.
It was all just a lie.
Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Almost finished my sec 4 chemistry revision -_-. Left the freaking air pollutants and the sec 3 work. T_T. * look at the pile of revision* Hi bio! Hi A math! Hi E Math! Hi Geo! Hi Social studies! Hi physics(not)! And the PRELIMS are 1.5 weeks away. Oh shit. I should have been a nerd earlier.

Monday, April 17, 2006

Injustice prevails in school

Today was an interesting and fun day :D but the incident only made me believe that students can never win teachers. I'll just relate the whole incident here

Our english teacher basically didnt come today and she told us that there would be a relief teacher coming in to give us our assessments to do for the period. Lets name the victim victim -_-" and of course lets name the hero Hero =D. He's a trainee teacher btw

*relief teacher comes in*
Teacher: Class sit down. Your form teacher has give me a mock test for you to do. *Pass down the paper* When u receive the paper u can start immediately, TIme now is 8.40 u will end at 9.20(time on clock is actually 8.45)
Class :*ask around* Eh got test meh? I thought ms tan say only assessment?
*At that moment alot ppl were asking Victim the class monitor and he was answering to them*
Teacher: *walks to Victim and hold a red pen in front of adrian face and shout* WHAT IS THIS?
Victim : *gong gong*Red pen lor
teacher : WHAT IS THIS?
Victim : Red pen la.
Victim: *give the roll eye face*
*Victim never say anything and continues to do his work*
Teacher: *like 10 sec after Victim started doing his work* WHY YOU NEVER SIT PROPERLY *Victim had one of his leg sticking out of his chair and doing his work* TAKE UR TABLE AND CHAIR AND GO OUTSIDE TO SIT.
Victim: *gives off a haiz sound* *Bring his desk and chair out*
Victim: *measures with his hand and try to estimate*

*After the test, a classmate B collecting*
Hero: Classmate B, faster collect leh! END OUR TERRRORRR
*The next period teacher C was already outside*
Teacher : YOu want me to get out huh? I WILL STAY HERE LONGER SO THAT U CAN GET FACE ME.
Hero: HUh i where got say i want you get out. You wan u just stay here lor. We just look at you
Hero: Why not? YOu talk to my friend this way i talk to u this way tooo lor
Teacher: SURE I'LL COME TO UR CLASS MORE OFTEN(lol bullshit!)
Hero: Ok lor then we can look at u more often!

I wasnt sure about the after the test 100% correct conversation but its almost 90% identical or same meaning. So the teacher complained to the DM and the DM called us to the porch to scold us. Oh i cant really remember wad things he say. But i remember this thing he say.
"NO matter how rude the teacher is, You are in no position to be rude to him, u can go to the general office after the lesson and make a official complain* Lol oh wait. So must we be punished innocently before we can bitch around? What fucking logic is that? Someone of superior rank whacks u and you cant fight back but have to wait after the beating or whatever. For fuck sake, we have brains of our own by now. I do admit that the hero was in the wrong too but hey! the teacher was CLEARLY in the wrong too. And 1 more retarded example. JR was telling mr koh
: " Yes we know we're in the wrong too. but the teacher is in the wrong too. He should reflect on his action or somehting" Oh and guess what the DM said. "Who are you to ask him to reflect? I dont even dare to ask my collegues to reflect. Who are you to ask him to reflect? Only the principal can ask him to reflect" I got totally pissed off by this remark. So what if we're of "inferior" rank? cant we ask him to go reflect? Mind you, we're the one who got fucked by his bad manners. Oh wait why do i see even our people telling the government wad thing to do? Are they the MP?NO they aint. They're just normal people. What makes them think just because we're student, we cant tell the teacher to reflect on his fucking bad manners. The DM can tell us to reflect but we cant? I remember the pledge say justice and EQUALITY.

And here's the funny part. When the parents car came in to the school porch, he told us this : "I think u guys are very distracted, lets go to somewhere else" Lol yea right distracted my ass. More like they're AFRAID to let the parents see what is going on. Scared of the parents seeing the students arguing about the teachers? I may be a student but i'm no dumb kid. So he brought us to the student recreation centre and continued his speech.

Heres some thing he said that i can remember. "Teachers are human too, they have feelings bla bla bla. lol seriously, i dont think we even provoke him. Maybe The Victim *roll eye* face did provoke him but.. what has him sticking out 1 leg got to do with sending him out of the class? Oh my and the DM say im sure that the teacher ego ISNT TAT SMALL. U use that as a claim we can use it too cant we? Doesnt the hero has feelings that one of his best friends got scolded and insulted for nothing? Need the teacher be so insulting?"YOU WANT ME TO BRING A MEASURING TAPE TO HELP U MEASURE?" Of course. Under the teacher policy, everything first target is the students. THE TEACHERS ARE ALWAYS CORRECT. Thats why i cant be bothered to raise the points when he was scolding us. Everything would just be reflected back at the bias side. Justice and equality? Ya right. Oh my, looks like i cant ask any of my elders to reflect on any wrong action on they do cause I'M JUST A CHILDRENNN. Well of course theres always the MOE to complain and fire his butt off. I wonder what would the parents say if they heard the scolding in the porch. Maybe they would side with us .Then again the Dm is smart.

Already told u the story. Justice or injustice?

There's 2 more teachers story in the school this year. I might tell them next time when im not too lazy.

Sunday, April 16, 2006

Have removed the tag board for the time. Have to figure out how to get back my comments. Just dont want to start a "war" in the tagboard for something i've done wrong -_-. I've deleted the segment in my previous entry. I'm sorry, didnt know u mind quit abit.

Saturday, April 15, 2006

New blog skin. I cant really remember some sec/pri sch friends blog link though. WIll update the rest next time
Its been a long time since i said i want to change my blog. One of my friend recommended me to go to since the person said that there were many nice skins to choose from. When i went there, it was TOTAL DIFFERENT STORY.

Being curious, i first clicked on the top favourites skin. I got a bad feeling when i saw the author typing like this.

third skinn 0f the day..h0pe y0u guys lyk it ^^ m0stly f0r gurs..lols..pls c0mment! thankiews~ X))

Held my breath and clicked on the link. ..

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OMG WTF! THAT BLOG SKIN IS NUMBER 1 IN THE FAVOURITES? And the front page has even a sentence to identfify you as a twit. "* l0ve ish n0rt b0ut finding s0me0ne y0u cann live with__budd findin s0meone y0u cant live with0ut. " Learn 2 spell please. And wtf u have to click on the 4 pictures to navigate rofl. Thats like some jokes.

Twit factor = 5/5

Believing it was only a concidence that a TWIT'S blog skin was on number 1 on the favourites, i clicked on the number 2.

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AHHHH SOMEBODY SAVE ME. When i went in, i was spamming my clicks on every part of the page to FIGURE OUT where the damn navigations words are. It turns out to be those right pictures. *speechless* At least the spelling for this blog was perfect - -"

Twit factor = 3.5/5

I decided to see more dumb blogs. I guess blogskins has this feature to make me not waste so much time finding twit blog skins. People who liked this skin also liked:#1.5 you and me - cl*ra, my l0ve f0r y0u ` ` t0ngt0ng ((:, #1 take my hand - cl*ra, #3 broken and alone - cl*ra, thats her ; upside-down. Looking at all those spellings... i knew it would turn out to be something bad. I clicked on #3 broken and alone - cl*ra. And....

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WHEN the background had not load, i was "hm! wow thats nt a bad blog" It has all the navigation IN WORDS , so u dont have to torture ur readers by letting them fnid ur navigation buttons like a retard. BUT when the background loaded, Oh my. I was laughing none stop. Sounds like some depressed, dying kid blogging.

Twit factor = 2/5
Emo factor = 5/5

I noticed that the top 10 favourites ARE MOSTLY 5/5 twit factor blogs and the top 15 rated are all decent and nice blogs. Looks like the Ang moh blog skins really suit me more than the local twitty blog. Here's a particular one that i like alot. Might change to it!

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No gay spellings. No emo pictures like a broken heart bla blabla. No dumb navigation buttons. Nice page layout. See the difference?

Twit factor = 0/5
Emo factor = 0/5

If u're wondering why i kept using the word twit, visit =D. Another blog recommended by me is . Anti twits gogo!

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Take this test at Tickle

Your true color is Black!

What's Your True Color?
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Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you.

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

This is what happened when i walked home from tuition --".
Real life combat log(WoW's combat log)

You get feared by a fast moving black BIG INSECT FLYING past your leg.
Fears fade from you.
FAT, acting sexy girl wearing mini skirt ambush you
Fat, acting sexy girl wearing mini skirt crit you for 15632 damage
You die.

5 mins to release spirit.

Sunday, April 09, 2006

I'm addicted to this sad and nice song. It pratically sucks out my soul. Title : Within temptation - our farewell. Aww thanks gala for the song .. =D

Thursday, April 06, 2006

The Dota master

Our class has a dota master or should i call theorycraft no action master. Lets call that master Jason The loser.


Jason The Loser: YOU KNOW WHEN UR JUGG FIGHTING 3 OR MORE HERO RIGHT, THEN U WHACK THEM UNTIL YOU AND THEM GOING TO DIE ALREADY, THEN U USE OMNI SLASH. TRIPLLEEEE KILLLL! U NEVER EVEN DIE BUT U KILL ALL OF THEM. Cool i didnt know that the jugg is so strong to stand ganking and can get all of them to red life rofl.

Here's a quote from him in the forum recently lolol.

"Theory can only be made with experience =D Theorycraft Master provides many good stratgey for noobs
Noobs include : People who thinks they are so good in standard game then u shuld be good in DOTA too"

Hohoho, he sounds like those warcraft 3 losers who hang around in blizzard forum everyday talking about theorycrafted strats. I think i should make my own new build order for bone fletcher too. GET 6 DIVINE RAPIER AND THEN HOR WIND WALK AND WHEN ENEMY COME, U USE STRAFE AND SEARING ARROW . THEY SURE DIE WITHIN 1 HIT. YOU ARE THEN UNDEFEATABLE. Aww spare me the agony =P. The second point was "shooted" to me. I think he reads my blog. But then again i guess he loves my blog alot and probably admire me secretly!. Its obvious that a good standard player has definitely a edge over a damn dota gamer. Do denying exp and getting last hit even require 180 apm(actions per minute) like it does in standard game? Im just too lazy to write all my points to him. Just look at the good standard clans in singapore. They're all good at dota too!


Here Free tips for noobs : Bone fletcher is good .. use more of it Buy a few bottles of flask for urself to prevent Dying due to noobness

lol. I didnt know a few bottle of flash > RoR. Lmao. CRAFT MORE THEORY PLZ. I'll post more when he posts more ;D

I cant help but laugh when i type all this out.

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

This thought has been inside my head for so damn long, i think i would feel better if i blogged it down.

I often wonder whether i would have been smarter and my intelligence more well used if i had join another so called "better" school instead of this damn school. I really dont get some of the stupid things that the school do.

1) Why do they let a trainer teacher teach a UPPER SEC CLASS when we have our own teacher. We aint guinea pigs or whatever. I dont mind the school letting trainer teacher teach the lower sec but wtf? Isnt upper sec related to the big O's? I suppose the school wants the trainer teacher to screw our ass inside out for the O's.

2)Changing of teacher like every 3 months or whatever.

My sec 1 life was basically the worst. All my teachers typically sucked except mr poh and mrs karen chia and mr suresh. From An A1 in my psle Math to a just passing grade in my sec 1 Math, Cool eh? Mr suresh taught my math at first, he was a good teacher~ Changed to some shitty trainer teacher and woo my math dropped to b3. Oh and the schools thinks changing teacher is so cool, that they change to Mr koh yew kiat(wadever his name spelling is). Wow i really hate this damn teacher to the core. He sux at teaching and his attitude is f**ked up. Dont know anything, scold u. Make abit noise, scold u. Keep asking for help, scold u. Scold scold Shout Shout. Thanks to him, i lost all interest in my math and i couldnt even bothered to listen to his class and study. Its just dream in class, come to school copy homework, Repeat process x 1/2 year. During my sec 1 year ,i really hated maris stella to the core and how i wish that the damn school will just be gone or something. My chinese teacher sucked too but then i dont really care since i cant be bothered with chinese rofl

Things gradually picked up in sec 2. Almost of all my teachers(not math again though -_-) are good teachers and are caring towards us. ^^. Namely mr chew,ms leong, ms lu, mrs khoo, ms ong.

Sec 3 was the best year ever with all the best teachers. All the teachers were freaking the best. Mrs wee was the best though. When i heard she was our form teacher, i was scared she would be a naggy old woman =P. Looks like im wrong :X. She cares for everyone, make sure everyone understands, repeat the steps over and over again, resulting in some of my interest in math coming back. Oh, the school decided to be smart again and PUT A TRAINER TEACHER to teach us during like near our mid year temporarily or something. Rofl results? I failed horribly.

sec 4 is a unpredictable year --". ALl i know my interest in math has died down again rofl.

Teachers can save and break the future of the students. Sometimes i wonder why those losers sign up to become a teacher when all they do is to scold scold YAK YAK YAK. Sometimes i feel like being a teacher, its kind of cool to like shape ur students future into like something good. But then again, the pay sux -_- so i figure being a doctor is still better! Afterall, Both job still save life =D

So i guess like what i'm saying is like Maris like suck my left balls and Stella suck my right balls. So both Maris and stella are sucking on both of my balls.

Time is running out

Time is running out.

I think I'm drowning
I wanna break this spell
that you've created
you're something beautiful
a contradiction
I wanna play the game
I want the friction
you will be the death of me
you will be the death of me
bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
our time is running out
our time is running out
you can't push it underground
you can't stop it screaming out
I wanted freedombound and restricted
I tried to give you up
but I'm addicted
now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation
you'd never dream ofbreaking this fixation
you will squeeze the life out of me
bury it
I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
our time is running out
our time is running out
you can't push it underground
you can't stop it screaming out
how did it come to this?
you will suck the life out of me
bury itI won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder it
our time is running out
our time is running out
you can't push it underground
you can't stop it screaming out
How did it come to this?

ONe of my favourite song of all times :D. The title ties in to my not enough time problem now too. Know this song from some local gaming website. Sadly most of my songs come from that site since i cant bother myself to be update with the music scene. Only listen to 2 muse song so far though. Time is running out and unintended

Monday, April 03, 2006

Its the 3rd of april here. Time seems to fly. . 1.5 months more to the prelim and i havent studied for any subject.. woo. I dont get it why must the school have 2 prelims. Basically u're totally screwed if u didnt study for the first one, then again its to remind us to study study study. My luck seems to getting from good to bad to worst this years. It started out with my luck being uber great in sec 2 where i somehow got into the triple science stream aka the better stream with just 1 day preparation of studying before the exam. It turned rotten when i just barely pass almost all my subjects during the end of sec 3. I dont wish to flip the coin again during the O's.. I often wonder what would my results be if i really studied hard once in my life. Then again, i can never "study hard", maybe its because the "I am smart enough to get Good grades with last minute studying" mentility got too deep in me or i'm just plain lazy.

I have to start "loving" some subjects first to get motivation to studying them. Chinese, Math, PHYSICS. I simply have no idea how to love them, physics seems to be the impossible. Afterall i got a choice to "drop" 2 subjects :P. The only thing i need to improve on my chinese is to learn how to SPEAK. I know the meaning of the word but i just dont know how to freaking pronounce it. So thats the answer to why my chinese marks always suck when there's a oral section. I got 16/30 for the lsat oral test in sec 3. Couldnt read half of the passage HAHA. It was high enough for me at that time since i expected to fail horribly . 12.30am now. The coffee is still working on me. Its time to do at least one piece of homework before going to sch tomorrow to copy the rest :P

Saturday, April 01, 2006

Ky:That time you not free on that day?
A : No
Ky: ................
*close conversation immediately*

*looks at the mars bar* Soft toy, mars bar. Then again, I'm used to it everytime. I wonder what will be the next item.

Oh. i just saw something funny when i browse through my msn list wanting to delete those people who i havent talk in 234252352 years.

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lmao i laughed like mad when i see this phrase. There used to be [65 days] or something. Its amazing how i can always find stuffs to self entertain/make myself happy -_-'. Afterall, its not really a bad idea to keep people whom u havent talk in 32125235 years HAHA. Man i just love misintrepreting things