OMG MY SGC I ONLY INCLUDE SHOOTING AND FORGET TO INCLUDE MY COMMUNITY SERVICE AND NYAA. SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT

I AM DYING

I owe my tuition teacher 6 math prelim papers

Add that to 4 chem prelim papers .

The pile will increase by 2 papers each subject every week.

My concepts are like shit which = barely having enough time to do 1 freaking paper, not to mention 4.

There's still school tutorials which consist of the deadly WEEKLY 40 MCQ questions,15 structured qns, 2 essay bio package.

AND I HAVENT FINISH MY NYAA REPORT AND SGC WHICH ARE DUE THIS WEEK.

Some other things are not good too, and they have taken lots of happiness out of me recently.

I am very super duper stressed and the thought of giving up on everything is always there.

BUT I WONT

Endlessly

there's a part in me you'll never know
the only thing I'll never show

hopelessly I'll love you endlessly
hopelessly I'll give you everything
but I won't give you up
I won't let you down
and I won't leave you falling
If the moment ever comes

It's plain to see it's trying to speak
cherished dreams forever asleep
hopelessly I'll love you endlessly
hopelessly I'll give you everything
but I won't give you up
I won't let you down
and I won't leave you falling
if the moment ever comes

hopelessly I'll love you endlessly
hopelessly I'll give you everything
but I won't give you up
I won't let you down
and I won't leave you falling
but the moment never comes

Jokes

Jagan: Hahaaha Jeshwin blushing already! Face red face red!
Jeshwinpal: Eh f*ck you *point at face* my face can see red is it?!!

HAHAHA.

This song has been on the repeat list recently. I couldnt believe it was by a singapore band until i tried to youtube them haha. I think its like one of the best local songs i heard so far.

West Grand Boulevard - Flights of Fancy

Sit with me,
Come and play,
I need you,
So near.

Stay awhile,
For a day.
Maybe Two,
Have no fear.

What I am,
Its not all good.
Its not all bad,
Its okay.

Time has come,
Wish we could.
Get it back
Its too late.

-chorus-

And I,
Miss you the most.
And I,
Miss you the most!

-verse-

Sing to me,
Once again.
In your room,
Like old days

Speak to me
Empty pants
How'd you do
In always.

Bring me back
Little Smiles
Funny ways
you speak to me

bring me back
all your whiles
wimps it calls
that i'll say

-chorus-

And i,
Miss you the most
And I.
Miss you the most.

-Guitar solo-

And i,
Miss you the most
And I.
Miss you the most.

My new 2 in 1 chem math tuition teacher is damn good please! He solves math questions with a glance of the eye ;o, damn scary though.

"You guys should finish all the prelim papers before prelims"

2 Math paper, 2 Chem paper a week. Kp please.

And i'm very disappointed in a close friend. The anger today subsides and turns into disappointment. Oh well once bitten twice shy.

RESPECT HAHA


I think the juniors should invest in 1 of these glasses for.... HAHA

Ikea meatballs!Yum Yum.My back almost broke please cause my lastest $19.40 nerd weapon which is like 5cm thick is so damnn heavy.

Club dinner.

Most of the people turned up but i think it was a little rush and screwed up.

Phototaking is so funny, sinyean and someone.. :O

Last minute plans after the dinner: MAHJONG!No game(maybe except for WoW) can beat mahjong =D! I think Val sister is very similiar to her HAHA.

All the fun seems to be gone when i went into my room and look at the thick stack of notes on my table.Then the stressss starts coming back, a sentence floated across my head again.

"You have only this 6 weeks left to study. If you're still studying during October or even september, you're DEAD"

It was like a wake up call from Mr yeow today. I think im going to paste that sentence on my wall to look at it everyday tsk. Sorry for the very many random sentences cause i am very tired and my thoughts are all scattered around.

On another note, i think i will miss the shooting people( well most of them). HAHA i sound like another jo or pet, so jokes.

Should i shift to LJ

This is the revision time table my bio teacher did for us. I dont know whether to cry or laugh when i see this. I dont mind if bio is all i got.

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BUT
THERE
ARE
FOUR
OTHER
FREAKING SUBJECTS

Save me. MYEs sucked too,results deviating so far from the initial target of ACCC hahaa. Thank god 1 subject made it even though i screwed up the essay badly. Very very grateful and lucky! The weekend was great(celebration of adrian bday,gambling and tennis finals @ hf house and MAHJONG!) so i guess its time to put most of the social things aside and focus completely on studying :S.

My financial situation this week is very bad too :(. Spent all my weekly allowance on sat, lost 15 dollars in poker and 10 dollars on cab on sunday and i still owe aaron like 30+ 40+ dollars. Not to mention there's still club dinner at swensens this friday.

HOW?!!!

Playing monopoly in safra is really funny hahaha. i could have won with better luck The steak in eatzi sucks, medium steak is actually the same as well done. There was a moment of helplessness when Pet's net card couldnt be used to pay the bill HAHA so big joke.

Grats to the AP woman for third place!:D:D. Many supporters = winn!

Donuts!

I found a dead worm in my nasi lemak for lunch. Eww