I dont think things will be the same again

What a retarded shitty day.

I had stomachache in the morning on the way to safra

My first gun sighting was totally screwed.

I didnt know how to open the box of my second pistol and there were 2 dickheads behind me laughing.

I wasted 20 mins of the time doing all those shit

I shot only a 411. It was something like 62,69,70,72,74,60, EVERY SERIES has 2-3 cards that are 3,4 and the series that has 2 10 has a 2. My last series was the worst, almost all the shots were outside the black.

MY HAIR IS FUCKING UGLY NOW. GOD DAMN BARBER CUT UNTIL SO SHORT. I look like some NS kid.

This is like friday the 13 man.

Holy shit. I just saw a guy whose face is bleeding being chased by some chao ah bengs carying weapon. It happened on the way to yishun interchange where the pathway is full of people?!!

And i actually thought those guys were playing catching or something.

I was thinking "Ehh how come those guys so big still play catching in interchange"

As that guy was running towards me, i took a closer look and "EH WHAT THE HELL! THERE'S BLOOD ON HIS FACE" then i notice those chao ah bengs carrying some metal weapon on their hand. I thought i was too sleepy that i was imaginating things and i turned around to look at the rest. They had a similiar look on their face so i knew i wasnt dreaming. Shit. I hope that guy is alright. :(

Monthly shoot this sunday. i want to shoot 450~~ I hope i dont get some lousy score like 300 and appear in the bottom of the list. Bad bad for the school name.

My right arm nearly broke today in training. 100+ dry firing and holding the pistol for 5 mins is no joke.

I feel like avoiding people or being super dao recently and i've got no idea why. Shit.

MUST
FEEL
HAPPY

I need to work super hard. It scares me that the class knows about translation when the teacher taught it today. There i am, waiting to learn about translation today and there they are ahead, already knowing whats translation. Shit. And how the hell do i study?

6pm(7+ if there's shooting) - reach home
6.15 - 8+pm - Sleeep
8+ pm - 10pm+ - Use comm
10pm+ - 11pm+ - do the necessary hws
11pm - 12 - 1am - Lying in bed stoning and clearing my thoughts

Theres econ test this week, chem CA next week and bio test on wednesday. Nabei.

Jc. I shouldnt have gone to one

Shooting was shit today. Safra gun suddenly became so heavy that i couldnt stop shaking.

Die hard 4 was cool, though it was like a rambo style movie. Maggie Q is so freaking hot please! Pity that she died half way in the show :(. I think i will stay at home for the rest of the weeks till promos. Sooo much to study. Shit man i dont want to get retained, the temptation of wanting to watching rush hour and simpsons seems to be unbearable though T.T.

Shooting club 2007!



Shooting club j1s



We were suppose to surprise the j2s but some president screwed it up HAHA




Brother talking abt the SJF badge




Today was the farewell party for the j2. I dont really know any of the j2 since i only seen them in the shooting camp and 1-2 on normal training(since they're sch team). Realy funny and nice people though. Wish them good luck for their A's :D

Shit ptm's tomorrow.

"Nono, your compo has alot mistakes. This grammar mistakes here blabla. I think you should not write this. If you dont know how to make the sentence properly, i suggest you dont write the whole sentence like me. According to my experience, i think the teacher will give you around this mark or lower. You know why?*points* Because of your last paragraph."

"Orh okay thanks alot"

HAHA shit. When i heard that conversation between mr ego and his "fanboy", i feel like laughing loudly man. I turned to my right and wished that adrian/yihe or any other jacker was there. It kind of having no one else to share that moment with you you know.

I've been hearing too much jason rubber jokes that its killing me. It was funny when jiafu first made the joke but it got super lame and stupid when people try to mimic him. Over effect you know?

MH: *takes out a broken scissors* What is this?
Ky: a scissors?
Mh: NO! ITS A SISTER CHROMATID *HAHAHA*
Ky: .........
Mh: Whats this?*combines 2 broken part of the scissors*
Ky: er i dont know
Mh: ITS A CHROMOSOME *HAHAHA*
Ky: ............... okay...
Mh: What is this?*points to the hole in the scissors*
Ky: *wants to end this asap* err chiasmasta?
Mh: NOOO ITS A CENTROMERE *HAHAHA*
Mr ego: No ker yu, chiasmasta is when blablabla while centromere is blabalbla, so the hole there is centromere.
Ky: OOOOOOOHHHHHH I SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Mr ego: HHAHA see! Im such a good teacher. My analogy very easy to understand
Ky: What the fuck?

Well i suppose if he can give people advice on their essay, he can understand a word called sarcasm. Mh is a nice guy while ego is a bitch. I think soooner or later, i'll go to war with him man.

I was tempted to say " HUH?YOU REALLY THINK ITS CHROMOSOME AR?ITS RUBBER LA"

Sick. My nose is killing me argh.

"Anyone need punch holder can come to my table and look for me" - Mr Ego

Yea he actually just say that aloud in the middle of class for no reason. Amaze me on how desperate people can actually be to get attention to satisfy their egooo. Maybe my seat isnt actually very boring afterall. Lets hope stuffs like this happen everyday :D

Harry Potter sucked. The movie is so underdeveloped, lots of parts were short or skipped. The part where sirius black died was so short and stupid, just showing his spirit leaving through that door and gone. They didnt continued on the cho chang part and there was no quidditch. Dumb and average movie. I wasnt expecting the movie to be good anyway, since im not a fan of the other HP movies.

Cant wait for rush hour 3 and simpsons!

Shooting today was shiok. 79! :D. The 2 hour session costed $4+ though. Ouch man. I just received my pocket money on sat and now im left with 10 bucks to tide through till friday. Therr might be training in safra on wednesday too. Die. I tihnk im just going to stay in the school range to shoot.

Sigh its monday tomorrow.I gave my chair a nickname. Its called the chair of ultimate boredom. Its' so good that it never fails to suck the life out of me everyday. Thank god jiafu is sitting infront of me or i would have died.

I WANT TO CHANGE MY SEATING ARRANGEMENT!

Feeling shitty this past few days and will still be the next few days.

Chinese oral sucked. Hopefully ill get credit,and if i really do, i think im going to treat my chinese helper lunch! :X

Shooting was fun, always the thing to look forward to every week.

UUCE. Yea thats my results. I think there will be another two U soon.

LOOKING FOR THIS SOOOOOOOOONGGGGGG!



The video reminds me of smallville. Man i miss that tv series too.

Chinese oral tomorroww.Why must it be on wednesdayyy? I think im going to die.


Shooting tomorrow! Should be fun =D

Oh live earth is available on msn. THank god i didnt camp over the tv to scout for any nice bands playing. There's only a couple of nice band. Fallout boy kind of sucks singing live, kind of unbearable to hear them sing.

http://entimg.msn.com/i/ExperienceData/p1-7/us/x.htm?sh=LiveEarth&ep=le_ny&ch=27

The burden is finally gone. I feel shitty yet happy though. No idea why but just glad to know

Uh shit. I got 38/100 for chemistry. Shit there goes the only subject that i have the most hope in passing. Only 3 people passed, so i guessed that isnt too bad. Need to start studyinggg, i dont want to retain! More or less found my motivation, i just need to start soooon.

The owning bbq




The people who came earlier




The smelly panda



Smileee




Db grp picture.



M Force



Mr Na with the thick emo specs



All the people that came.



Me,Hao Feng,Aaron



M force again.

I dont think i'll ever get bored with all the 4c jokes. M force, K thief, mr rubber and sodium blabla. There's 1 particular conversation that made everyone laugh LOL

some person(cant remb who): Hao feng, got bring your anti explosive suit or not?
Hf: Dont have la. But i got bring my anti robbery suit.

It doesnt sound funny here but the way hao feng said it was damn funny la. Best class man.

Shooting today was bad... really BAD. I was actually aiming for 400+ but my score was FAR FAR away from that. It's so bad that its the first time that i actually felt like quitting shooting. Apparently i thought the H for sighting was to sight shots that are too low, which resulted in my shots being SUPER low on the score card.

To make it worse, i was sandwiched by 2 pro alumni members. Bloody hell, i was so nervous my hands and legs kept shaking -_-. ANDDD

THE GUY SHOT SO BLOODY FAST. HE FINISHED ALL HIS 60 CARDS WHEN I WAS ONLY AT MY 20+. The feelings sucks i tell you. Being mind fked so bad that you just want to anyhow shoot and end the 60 cards ASAP, the air pistol sure looks tempting at some time.

I felt sooo depressed after shooting and kept thinking about it. I shot so much better at safra that time #%@#!@. Thank god the 4c BBQ outing in the night made my day. Shit all those classic jokes and rubbish never fail to make me laugh =D. Oh and we camwhored and took many stupid and funny pictures HAHA.

Oh, i failed my bio mcq and my math.Most likely going to fail bio too shit. I PASSED MY CHINESE THOUGH HAHA. CAN YOU BELIEVE ITT?56/100!My compo actually got 19/30. Omg im so amazingly shocked cause the words i used are basically all like primary school chinese.

Lifehouse - blind



LOL its quite funny to see him zhao xia in 3:51

SJF carnival starts at 8am tomorrow knn.I tell u its a curse man, all shooting events start at a ridiculous time. Lucky its in cjc and not yishun safra or st pats. And there's the 4c bbq tmr <33. TOo bad mr Na is not coming.

ESWC is coming. I haven been following the wc3 scene for quite a while but lets make predictions!

Group A
# Name Pts
1. Deadman 0
1. HoT 0 (hot isnt attending)
1. hanf 0
1. Demigod 0
1. Dave 0
1. sKuLi 0


Group B
# Name Pts
1. SoJu 0
1. Creolophus 0
1. PaTo 0
1. Djaafar 0
1. Steler 0
1. Raxxis 0


Group C
# Name Pts
1. SaSe 0
1. Lyc 0
1. eLquA 0
1. RaZIeL 0
1. rene9ade 0
1. Heaven 0


Group D
# Name Pts
1. Grubby 0
1. HasuObs 0
1. LoLvsxD 0
1. Paladyn 0
1. beez 0
1. Rafey 0

Group E
# Name Pts
1. Lucifer 0
1. Wolf 0
1. Ciara 0
1. Mytyc 0
1. Just.Jack 0
1. MedkaR 0

Group F
# Name Pts
1. fly100 0
1. Nilknarf 0
1. XyLigan 0
1. apm 0
1. Geno 0
6. BYE 0

Group G
# Name Pts
1. Insomnia 0 1. Lyn 0
1. DeMuS 0
1. pinky 0
1. RagnoraK 0
6. BYE 0

Group H
# Name Pts
1. Zeus 0
1. FuRy 0
1. Rotterdam 0 1. sweet 0
1. Vankor 0
6. BYE 0

Group C is the easiest group, Group H and D are the group of death. Hmmm surprisely singapore isnt taking part in any of the games this year. Dammn i was hoping the cs girls team titan would be able to take part. They did quite well last year :(

Shit i was broke for the week yet i still ate at Ajisen Ramen for dinner today and now im super broke. Oh man how do i survive through the week with 2 dollars :(.

I had lots of things on my mind so i decided to walk home the long way to enjoy the night breeze and to sort out my thoughts.

When i walked pass NY, i couldnt stop grinning to myself. Images of all the fun moments just appeared right infront of me and of course you cuddling garfield :). I didnt see garfield thoughhh.

"Why cant i enter NY?" Up till now, this stupid question occasionally comes back to my mind. Tsk i think it'll continue to haunt me for the rest of the year. Anyway, i thought about shooting.

Only 3 people(4 if u include reserves) are going to shoot for air pistol nationals next year. Andrew is confirm in since he can shoot 550+ and benjamin brother who is dsaing into cjc nxt year will also probably be in since he can shoot 550+ too. That leaves only 1 space for like 5 people to compete?! Nevertheless whether i get in or not, shooting is the <333.!

And the next thought was about school

Sometimes i wonder why am i still hanging out with 1-2 people i dont really like, probably because some of the people im comfortable with mingles with them and tada, im left with no choice. I dont like being a hypocrite therefore i just give one word answers and do the thing im best at : ACTING BLUR HAHA! Dont get me wrong, i dont exactly hate them or smth. They're nice people with a weird personality =S, besides its only 1-2!Oh wait 1 of them has an asshole personailty HAHA. Its kind of freak me out how he suddenly becomes so good to me recently.

There's a couple of people in class who i think are fun yet never really approach them mainly because im too lazy ,cant be bothered and the clique thing. Few of them approached me before but i kind of daoed them due to the crankinessss, so i think i'm probably in the unfriendly people list HAHA.


And there's many other issues too which i wont say here. Keeping it private

I went home without any worries :D. Its a wonder how a walk in the night can clear all your thoughts :)

Sorry for the emo post, must be because of the emo song.

Lifehouse - Blind Lyrics

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go

Transformers was cool. The animation effects are so damn nice but the plot's basically a no brainer. It's no fun watching a movie when u already know whats going to happen in the end =S. Damn that white wanker(just jk we <3 u!), we miss the first 10 minutes of the show because of him.

Andrew went off for his training and the four of us went to lan to kill time. Guess what?WE WON ANOTHER DOTA COMPETITIVE MATCH HAHA. We were pretty outleveled in the beginning cause they denied/last hit like so many times better than us.We still eventually won due to our gosu team work and synchronisation!

Ate dinner at fish n co. I think the food served in the fish n co near ps totally sucks =s. I felt like puking when i ate their "best fish n chip in town", its like soo big difference in quality compared to the outlet in Wheelock place.

Finally borrowed friends season 1-5 from Aaron, i'm going to chiong it tomorrrowww and i plan to finish all 5 season within a week. Oh shit, there's chem spa tomorrow but it starts at 12 though yay! 2 hours is equivalent of 4 friends episode. BETTER THAN NOTHING!

I havent taste super expensive fine dining food for quite a while and my grand mom birthday celebration today was <3. The place was Peach Garden, located in the 33rd floor of OCBC which is pretty much a hidden place.

The private room was damn cool, it offers you the cool view of the CBD 33 stories above plus there's a piano and a resting sofa! AND HAHA there's even a giant strong telescope(nt sure wad its called) which i tried using to find babes so that u can see the view better.

The food was damn shiokkkkkkkkkk.

Some char siew bun.
Suckling Pig
Double boiled shark fin with chicken
Scallop with some vege
Abalone, mushroom with some vege
Piglet meat or smth
Steamed Groupa fish
Mian xin with tiger prawn(served in some modern style!)
Harsma with red date

The damage were high too, 1k per table. HOLY SHIT. That's like 100/pax. :( Why must such good food cost so expensive. Then again, its small little thing like this that what makes life good =o